God Bless The Broken Road

The best lyrics Ive ever heard...

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you

[Chorus:]
Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

[Chorus:]
Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

Now I'm just rollin' home into my lover's arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road that led me straight to you

It's Getting Colder

It's getting colder and I dont know why... this is the moment where I couldnt feel myself that much. Yes life gets tough each day that I live, but its getting tougher because I couldnt breathe...

How can I vindicate myself from this kind of depression?,My only hope for moving forward which I try to achieve has diminished by her words.. Those words left me so lost, its killing, yes its killing.
It felt like a hole in my chest, I feel empty this time. Its drastic, yes drastic, and I couldnt complain about it. But what is it that I must complain? Do I have the right anyway? I know its drastic but I know its life's game, and If I let it eat up my whole being then there's no more left a piece of me. I dont wanna ruin everything. I still have my own way to run my life alone, without somebody who will tell me the things I want to do. But Im still lost, one wrong move would lead me to depression. At the end of the day I would still be calling someone, to seek help and support, to give guidance and encouraging words. Well I guess this is really part of life. There's ups and downs, maybe you are a hit or a miss. I keep coming back to reality, and this is my now. Oh this is what I hate about life, its so unpredictable. I cant hardly understand why things are going this way. Its kind of cruel, its kind of weird. How would I relate? or should I say, how would I escape?

Its still getting colder... hmmm... where's my coat?

One Last Chance

Love is lovelier the second time around... That's what Ive thought if I would relate our love story. Its actually our second chance to be together again. When we first met, I was not really into relationships, I mean Im not interested in dating and having relationship or romance. Our first meeting was casual. I know we were classmates in elementary and prep school. I never thought that the man that I neglected and ignored that time would be the same man that I'd choose to be with for the rest of my life...

During that time he tried to win my heart but I was not ready for commitments for I was focused on my studies. We got along way and we tried to be good friends, but I was not really ready that time. So sad to say, unintentionally.. I broke his heart. The feeling was not that intensed before, I could possibly liked him if I wasn't that much focused on studies. So Ive thought if its really meant to be for us to be together, then God will find a way to make it happen.

Three years had passed when fate came in, we got to see each other again and this time we were both ready for a new chance of love. Both of us were just came from unsuccessful relationships. We became good friends again, and almost everyday we've got to update each other. One night he got the courage to invite me to go to mass. I dont know, I dont usually entertain invitations but that time I said yes to him. Needless to say, that was the beginning of our love. When we first saw each other there was an instant attraction between us. He made lots of effort just to win my heart again. Each passing day that we're hanging out I discovered the goodness in him. He was not just a man of effort but a man with full passion and love. I was really amazed when the time that I was sick and got hospitalized. He was there for me and never left me. He sacrificed everyting even his focus in his board exam review just for me. He was just amazingly wonderful. He always make me feel that Im the first priority in his life. And for that I truly salute him, not just for his kindness but all in all. His love and effort and everything.

He taught me of everything because of his great love for me, it made me fall over and over again on him.. The last chance that I could ever felt for in my entire life...

Who am I?

who am I?

I am Jacquilyn Rose Masalig, my friends call me Jacqui. As a person, i can say that im kinda crazy, i have humor, as my friends always tell me, "masungit" sometimes, negative always, musically-inclined, and an emotional person. What I love about myself is that I know that i can be me in front of the person i love. No pretentions. Im not perfect but I can be perfect for someone who is worth my love. I can be nice if youre nice and I can be evil if you make me mad. But Im proud tosay that everytime that I do something, I think and act morally because I believe that living in this wolrd is not just about living for yourself... but for our Lord above. All that we have and gained in our lives is nothing without devoting it to Him.

Im hopeless romantic, before I met my love (my Hanz..) Im always dreaming of a perfect relationship, That there is someone and only for me who will love me faithfully and stand by me till the end. But when I got to experience my first heart break i didnt know that love would be so cruel. I never knew that love would be so harmful and devastating, that"s what I've thought till I met Hanz. My one and great love.

He is all I ever wanted. He gave me all the love that I never thought I could ever find in this world. He is just amazingly wonderful. I am truly blessed by his coming. and Now I am believing that TRUE love is real, just believe and have faith. Though its too early to conclude, I have a great feeling about this new found love. I cant ever let go of this because it's God who made a way for us to meet again to show to the world how love brought us here... Love you so much pah!